This year is a trying year for me I would say. Everything that happened be it physically and emotionally are all very new to me. I still can't believe that I'm a mother to my daughter . She is my greatest pride and joy! She is hitting 3 months in 2 days, the first 2 months was all so new to me and being sleep deprived was the hardest for me. Her crying drives me crazy and sleepless night made me very emotional. But things just get better as the days goes by, I got to understand her better and with the wide big smile that she flashes to me daily just kept me going. I realised I love her so so much. She may not be the perfect baby to everyone else but she is perfect in my eyes. Being able to witness her milestones in these 4 months of maternity leave really makes me very happy! Just witnessed her flipping yesterday and this got to be the best new year gift ever.
Just embark on the breastfeeding journey and even though baby is sleeping through the night I still got to wake up and pump! :( Not being able to lose the weight that I gained fast enough is quite depressing I seriously hope that I can lose them before I head back to work else I got no clothes to wear! This is going to be my #onemonthgoal. A happy Mother equals to a happy baby! So losing weight and go back to pre pregnancy weight will makes me happy so i must work hard to make it happen!
Husband has been the greatest possession I ever have. He is so ever supporting in everything I do. He taught me what is unconditional love and he displayed it through his actions to the baby and me. Always feel so well loved by him.
May our family continue to grow and looking forward to many years ahead with you!
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