purpose in life.

sometimes... I'm left wondering why we are doing what we are doing now? What is the purpose of our life and what exactly are the things that are set for each an every individual? I seriously don't know why.

In different stages of life, where we are younger, we tend to make sure we work hard in order to outshine others in term of study. We can make choices whether to go school or not to. Next when we are older, we make ourselves vulnerable by accepting love in our life. But many a times , we hurt ourselves over and over again. But this is what we term as "learning process". Next, we went out to work in order to lead luxury life and getting things in term of material wise that we want since we have lots of money as u grow older.

So is this what we are suppose to do? comparing with others ever since we are born. Getting things that people have? following blindly? eventually forsake it? Is this really what we are after? envy with green while other have it but you don't have? and does travelling to countries that others are unable to go make you more superior than others? i think otherwise. All these are just ugly side of human beings? Many question marks.

i think i'm just too bored. i can't satisfied everyone and i can't promise to bring everything back as requested but i will try and my purpose in life is to live for my family and loves one. They bring a smile on my face. (: